They Hung My Sister’s In-Laws Over My Parents’ Mantel — By New Year’s, Even Their SUV Was Gone-felicia

The cracked red ornament rolled once under my boot and stopped beside the leg of the coffee table.

Its glittered surface caught the firelight in a thin, broken line.

My phone screen was still glowing in my hand.

Charlotte kept staring at it like the blue-white light might undo what she had just heard.

Outside, snow hissed against the windowpanes.

Inside, the room had gone tight and airless.

One officer shifted his weight, the leather on his duty belt creaking softly.

The other looked at Charlotte, then at Liam, then toward the heap of coats by the door.

“Start packing,” he said.

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No one moved.

Then Liam’s father stood first.

Not Charlotte. Not Liam.

The father.

He bent for a duffel bag near the sofa and said, without looking at his son, “Get your things.”

That was the first sound of their collapse.

There had been winters when Charlotte and I fit together easily.

When we were younger, before funerals and money and excuses settled into the cracks between us, she used to press her feet against the radiator in our childhood hallway and beg me to make hot chocolate the way our mother did, with real milk and cinnamon shaken over the top.

On December nights, the house would smell like oranges pierced with cloves and whatever pie our mother had left cooling on the counter.

Charlotte would steal the sugared cranberries from the tray.

Our father would pretend not to notice.

She laughed more in those days.

Not nicely, always, but freely.

It came out of her whole body.

When she was eighteen and furious with the world, she still called me the first time her car battery died in a grocery-store parking lot.

When she failed a final exam, she cried into my lap so hard my sweater stayed damp at the shoulder.

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