The Stuffed Rabbit Was Recording Upstairs While The Birthday Candles Burned Downstairs-yumihong

The detective’s question sat in the foyer with the flashing blue lights, the warm cake frosting, and the thin smell of champagne still hanging above the marble.

My father did not lower his glass at first.

He stared at the stuffed rabbit in the detective’s hand, then at me, then at my mother. Patricia’s fingers slid around the stem of her flute until her knuckles went white beneath her pink manicure.

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“Who closed that door at 12:07?” the detective asked again.

My mother gave one small laugh through her nose. “You’re taking a toy seriously?”

The detective did not smile. “I’m taking a six-year-old in an ambulance seriously.”

Outside, a paramedic shut the back doors. I heard the metal latch catch. That sound pulled my feet toward the driveway, but an officer put one hand up.

“Ma’am, your daughter is being transported to Stamford Hospital. We’ll have someone drive you.”

“No,” I said. My voice came out scraped and flat. “I’m going with her.”

My brother David moved first. He grabbed my purse from the hall table and shoved my phone into my hand. His face had changed completely. The brother who had spent years pretending our parents were only strict now stood in the middle of their perfect foyer looking at them like strangers.

Karen kept Madison behind her, one palm over the little girl’s ear, the other pressed to her own mouth.

Madison was crying into her pink tulle skirt.

“Emily,” my father said, still using that calm boardroom voice. “Do not make this worse.”

I turned just enough to look at him.

“You already did.”

Then I walked out through the open front door, past the balloon arch, past the valet who had gone pale beside a black Escalade, and into the cold slap of January air.

The ambulance smelled like antiseptic, vinyl, and the plastic tubing taped near Lily’s shoulder. Her small body looked too still under the emergency blanket. A paramedic spoke numbers over the radio. Another checked her pupils with a penlight and kept saying her name in a low steady tone.

“Lily, sweetheart. Stay with us.”

I sat strapped against the side wall, one hand hovering near her socked foot because I was afraid to touch the wrong place. The unicorn print on her dress peeked from beneath the blanket. One glittery barrette still clung crookedly in her hair.

At 12:39 p.m., my phone buzzed.

David.

I answered without speaking.

“The police are still here,” he said. His breath shook. “They took Mom and Dad into separate rooms.”

“Good.”

“Emily, I didn’t know.”

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