The Mother’s Day Evidence Book That Made Cassandra Smile for Thirty Guests While Her Life Collapsed-olive

Dad’s car door closed outside with a soft, expensive click.

Cassandra’s eyes moved from the open book to the dressing room window. For one second, she looked less like the woman who had taken my mother’s place and more like a trapped animal listening for footsteps.

Downstairs, someone laughed too loudly. A fork hit a plate. The garden party kept breathing beneath us, warm and polished and unaware.

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“Put your face back on,” I said.

She stared at me.

The orange mimosa stain spread through the white carpet between her heels.

“You think you’re in control,” she whispered.

“No,” I said, sliding the book shut with two fingers. “I know exactly which parts I control. That’s the difference.”

Dad called from the foyer.

“Cass? Emily?”

His voice carried up the staircase, cheerful at first, the way it always sounded when he was about to perform for guests. I heard him greet someone near the front door. Heard a woman compliment the flowers. Heard Dad laugh like nothing inside that house had ever rotted.

Cassandra grabbed a tissue and pressed it under her eyes. Her hand trembled so badly the tissue scraped a line through her foundation.

“You can’t do this during Mother’s Day,” she said.

That almost made me smile.

“You did it during my mother’s last month alive.”

Her mouth opened, then closed.

The hallway outside filled with soft footsteps. Dad appeared in the doorway still wearing his golf polo, sunglasses hooked at the collar, sun on his face, country-club smile ready for the room.

Then he saw Cassandra.

Then he saw the book.

Then he saw me.

“What happened?” he asked.

Cassandra did not answer. She looked at him the way people look at a locked door when smoke is coming under it.

I lifted the second wrapped box from the chair beside the vanity.

“I got you one too.”

Dad’s smile flickered.

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