The Letter That Made A Stepmother Regret Shaving Her Stepdaughter-thuyhien

The first strand of Emily’s hair fell into the dirt like it had been dropped from a great height.

It made no sound.

That was what she remembered later.

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Not the sting of the clippers.

Not Martha’s fingers holding the last thick section at the crown of her head.

Not even the heat rising from the backyard after a long, dry afternoon.

She remembered the silence.

The little American flag by the mailbox snapped once in the wind, and the screen door creaked behind them as if the house itself wanted to look away.

Emily was on her knees beside the porch steps in a cream skirt that had been clean two hours earlier.

Now the hem was brown with dust.

Her palms rested open in her lap, fingers curled slightly, not quite fists and not quite surrender.

Martha stood over her with the clippers in one hand.

She was not yelling.

That was Martha’s gift, if cruelty could ever be called a gift.

She could destroy a person in the voice other women used to ask whether the coffee was fresh.

“Let’s see which man notices you now,” Martha said.

The clippers buzzed again.

Emily closed her eyes.

Another strip of hair fell across her shoulder, slid down her blouse, and landed against the stained fabric of her skirt.

She wanted to reach for it.

She wanted to gather it up before the wind took it.

She did not move.

In that house, moving without permission could turn an insult into a punishment.

The worst part was that Martha knew exactly what she was taking.

Emily’s hair had always been the one thing people mentioned before they noticed the rest of her silence.

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