The Girls Who Held Me While I Broke Were the Ones Breaking Me Online-yumihong

My phone vibrated again in my palm.

The screen lit my fingers white.

Mira: Are you with Owen right now?

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Rain dragged itself down the library window in thin silver lines. Owen did not touch the keyboard. He just looked at the three names on the screen, then at me, waiting for me to decide what happened next.

Mira.

Sienna.

Lark.

Three girls who had sat on my bedroom floor eating kettle chips out of a ripped party-size bag. Three girls who knew where my spare house key was hidden. Three girls who had linked arms with me in hallway selfies and written sister under the photos.

Mira’s typing bubble appeared. Disappeared. Came back.

Mira: Don’t answer weird messages from those accounts.

Mira: People are trying to make things worse.

The same hands. The same phone. The same girl.

A laugh escaped my mouth before I could stop it. It came out too sharp, like something snapped.

Owen reached over and turned the laptop a little farther from the aisle.

“We need copies,” he said.

At 3:17 p.m., he started saving everything. IP logs. Recovery email links. Login timestamps. Screenshots of fake profiles. Screenshots of direct messages the accounts had sent each other by mistake. One tab held a draft folder where somebody had forgotten to delete captions before posting. I watched my own name sit in little gray boxes beside words like cheap, easy, liar, and watch this one ruin her.

My stomach kept clenching around the same fact.

Not strangers.

At 3:24 p.m., Owen opened a metadata panel and found a selfie uploaded to one of the burner accounts, cropped down to just a hand on a steering wheel. In the reflection of the speedometer glass, half a bracelet showed.

Tiny gold star charm.

Mira wore that bracelet every day.

At 3:31 p.m., Lark posted another story from her real account: a mirror selfie with the caption stay kind. In the corner of Owen’s screen, the fake account logged in eight seconds later from the same network.

The library air smelled like old paper, wet coat sleeves, and that dusty sweetness from overheated carpet. My mouth tasted metallic. Across the room, the printer kicked on with a groan.

“Print it,” I said.

Owen looked up.

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