She Lost Her Hair Before Prom, Then Her Sister Played The Tape-olive

Kayla’s scream started before the sun came up.

It came from the end of the hall, high and torn, the kind of sound a mother knows before her feet touch the floor.

I ran toward it in my bare feet and found my seventeen-year-old sitting in bed with both hands pressed to her head.

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Her blonde hair was gone.

It lay across her pillowcase and sheets in soft uneven clumps, as if someone had sheared a sleeping animal and left the proof behind.

Prom was that night.

Kayla had spent weeks talking about her dress, her nails, the pictures in the gym lobby, and the way Steven said she would look like royalty when she walked in.

Now she stumbled into the bathroom and saw herself in the mirror.

Her scream turned into a sound too raw for words.

My husband found Reese in her room a minute later.

She was sitting on her bed in unicorn pajamas with his electric razor on her nightstand.

She looked small enough to be swallowed by the blanket.

She also looked strangely calm.

“Reese,” I said, trying to keep my voice from breaking into anger, “what did you do?”

She looked past me toward the bathroom where Kayla was sobbing.

“I had to stop her from going,” she said.

That answer made no sense to me.

This was the child who climbed into Kayla’s bed during thunderstorms.

This was the little sister who followed Kayla around the house asking how eye shadow worked, how high school worked, how boys knew when to hold your hand.

Kayla had taught her to ride a bike the previous summer.

Reese adored her.

I was still trying to understand how love could turn into that kind of damage when the front door opened downstairs.

Steven called up like he lived there.

He was always letting himself in on Saturday mornings, and before that day I had mistaken comfort for manners.

He came up talking about corsage colors.

Then he saw Kayla’s bald head in the bathroom mirror.

For half a second, the mask slipped off his face.

Then he put it back on.

“Baby, don’t cry,” he said, stepping behind Kayla and wrapping his arms around her. “We can get you a wig. You’ll still be the prettiest girl there.”

Kayla leaned into him out of habit, not comfort.

I saw that only later.

Reese appeared in the doorway.

Her little hands were balled into fists at her sides.

“I cut it because you are mean to her,” she told him.

Steven laughed.

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