She Came To Meet Her Sister’s Baby And Found Her Husband’s Secret-hothiyenvy_5

The hallway outside the maternity wing smelled like bleach, warm coffee, and that soft plastic smell new blankets have when they come straight from a hospital cart.

Emily noticed all of it because she was trying not to think about how nervous she felt.

She had told herself the visit would be simple.

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Walk in.

Smile.

Congratulate Jenna.

Hold the baby for a minute.

Take one picture for their mother if everyone was acting normal enough.

Then leave before old family tension had time to turn the room sour.

The gift bag in her hand was small and pale blue, with tissue paper she had fluffed at a red light on the way over.

Inside was a newborn sleeper, a tiny stuffed bear, and a card she had written the night before after standing in the grocery-store aisle for too long.

Welcome to the world, little one.

She had crossed out two other sentences before settling on that.

Jenna was her sister, but being someone’s sister did not mean the relationship was easy.

Jenna had always needed more.

More attention from their mother.

More forgiveness after she made a mess.

More money when the consequences finally arrived.

Emily had spent most of her adult life being told that giving in was the same thing as being kind.

Their mother had a way of making Emily feel cruel for even asking questions.

“She’s your sister,” Mom would say.

That sentence had paid rent.

It had covered car repairs.

It had made Emily drive across town in the rain with groceries, sit through crying phone calls after work, and say yes when her whole body wanted to say no.

Derek used to notice.

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