The_ARTICLE”: “The buzzer drilled through the apartment at 3:11 buzzer drilled through the apartment at 3:11 a.m., sharp a.m., sharp and metallic, over and over, and metallic, over and over, like someone leaning on it with the flat of his hand. like someone leaning on it with the flat of his hand. The screen of my phone lit the coffee table blue. The screen of my phone lit the coffee table blue. Fabian’s name glowed across it again. My father pushed the Fabian’s name glowed across it again. My father pushed the blanket off his knees blanket off his knees, stood up in, stood up in his socks, and crossed the his socks, and crossed the living room without living room without hurry. The apartment was dark except for the stove clock and the white line of city light sneaking through the blinds. Another text arrived.nn”Open hurry. The apartment was dark except for the stove clock and the white line of city light sneaking through the blinds. Another text arrived.nn”Open the damn door.”n the damn door.”nnHe looked through the camera feed on my phone, then handed it back to me. FabiannHe looked through the camera feed on my phone, then handed it back to me. Fabian was outside in was outside in yesterday’s jeans, hair flattened on one side, yesterday’s jeans, hair flattened on one side, jaw tight, one hand braced on the front glass jaw tight, one hand braced on the front glass while the other stabbed at the keypad he no while the other stabbed at the keypad he no longer owned. longer owned. He buzzed again. My father muted the intercom with one calm press of his thumb, turned off the living room lamp, and said, “Back He buzzed again. My father muted the intercom with one calm press of his thumb, turned off the living room lamp, and said, “Back to sleep if you can.”n to sleep if you can.”nnSleep didn’t come. I lay on the couch staring at the ceiling while the last of the pounding faded. Somewhere around 4:20nSleep didn’t come. I lay on the couch staring at the ceiling while the last of the pounding faded. Somewhere around 4:20, the building went quiet again. My father stayed, the building went quiet again. My father stayed in the armchair near the door. His golf jacket in the armchair near the door. His golf jacket was folded over the was folded over the back, and his reading glasses rested back, and his reading glasses rested low on his nose while he scrolled through his phone, answering emails as if this were a delayed flight instead of the collapse of my life.nnAt 7 low on his nose while he scrolled through his phone, answering emails as if this were a delayed flight instead of the collapse of my life.nnAt 7:08:08 a.m., my a.m., my mother started coffee. The smell filled the mother started coffee. The smell filled the kitchen, dark and bitter, mixing with cardboard dust from kitchen, dark and bitter, mixing with cardboard dust from the boxes lined against the wall. Fabian’s the boxes lined against the wall. Fabian’s things looked smaller that morning than they things looked smaller that morning than they had the night before. had the night before. Two duffel bags. Three taped boxes. Two duffel bags. Three taped boxes. A gaming headset in A gaming headset in a plastic grocery bag. a plastic grocery bag. Eight months of living in my apartment, and so much Eight months of living in my apartment, and so much of him had been posture of him had been posture, appetite, and noise.nnMy father made, appetite, and noise.nnMy father made pancakes on pancakes on the nonstick skillet Fabian the nonstick skillet Fabian always scratched with metal forks. always scratched with metal forks. Butter hissed. The maple syrup bottle Butter hissed. The maple syrup bottle stuck to my fingers. No one mentioned the pie, the recording, or the way Fabian’s mother had said not to let him get me pregnant as casually as asking for cream.nnAt 9:43 a.m., Fabian stuck to my fingers. No one mentioned the pie, the recording, or the way Fabian’s mother had said not to let him get me pregnant as casually as asking for cream.nnAt 9:43 a.m., Fabian called from a new number.n called from a new number.nnI let it ring.nnAt 9:47nI let it ring.nnAt 9:47, he called again.nnMy father answered on speaker and set the phone on the table between the syrup and the folded newspaper.nn”Where are you?” Fabian, he called again.nnMy father answered on speaker and set the phone on the table between the syrup and the folded newspaper.nn”Where are you?” Fabian snapped. There was traffic behind him, a horn, then wind. “What snapped. There was traffic behind him, a horn, then wind. “What is this childish stunt?”n is this childish stunt?”nnMy father cut into a pancake. “YournMy father cut into a pancake. “Your property is boxed. Building management has been notified. Do not contact my daughter again.”nnFabian laughed once, but it came out thin. “Your property is boxed. Building management has been notified. Do not contact my daughter again.”nnFabian laughed once, but it came out thin. “Your daughter? She’s twenty-eight, not twelve. Put Ellaner on.”n daughter? She’s twenty-eight, not twelve. Put Ellaner on.”nnMy father chewed, swallowed, and wiped his mouth. “ShenMy father chewed, swallowed, and wiped his mouth. “She heard the recording. All of it.”n heard the recording. All of it.”nnSilence. A hard one. ThennSilence. A hard one. Then Fabian changed shape inside his voice.nn”My Fabian changed shape inside his voice.nn”My parents were joking. I was joking. We had wine.”nnI reached across the table, took parents were joking. I was joking. We had wine.”nnI reached across the table, took the phone, and said, “You the phone, and said, “You said I was convenient.”nnHis breathing shifted. “B said I was convenient.”nnHis breathing shifted. “Babe—”nn”Youabe—”nn”You said you’d stay long enough to squeeze what you could out of me.”nn”You recorded me?” The said you’d stay long enough to squeeze what you could out of me.”nn”You recorded me?” The softness vanished. “Do softness vanished. “Do you understand how insane that is?”n you understand how insane that is?”nnMy mother slid my coffee closer to me. MynMy mother slid my coffee closer to me. My father watched the window.nn”Do father watched the window.nn”Do not come here again,” I said.nnHe inhaled like he was about to start shouting, but I ended the call first.nnBy 10:05 not come here again,” I said.nnHe inhaled like he was about to start shouting, but I ended the call first.nnBy 10:05, my father was on FaceTime with Lydia and Arthur. They answered, my father was on FaceTime with Lydia and Arthur. They answered from their breakfast nook, sunlight on from their breakfast nook, sunlight on polished granite, a bowl of oranges between polished granite, a bowl of oranges between them. Lydia wore a them. Lydia wore a cream robe and pearl studs, as if she had w cream robe and pearl studs, as if she had woken into a normal Saturday.oken into a normal Saturday. Arthur held his mug with Arthur held his mug with both hands.nnMy father did not greet them. He played the recording.nnI watched their faces this time instead of the floor. Lydia’s smile slipped first. Arthur both hands.nnMy father did not greet them. He played the recording.nnI watched their faces this time instead of the floor. Lydia’s smile slipped first. Arthur’s eyes narrowed, not in shock, but in’s eyes narrowed, not in shock, but in calculation. Fabian’s laugh filled my kitchen again calculation. Fabian’s laugh filled my kitchen again. The words landed in the room with all the grease and smugness still on them.nnWhen it ended, Lydia pressed her fingertips to her mouth.nn”This. The words landed in the room with all the grease and smugness still on them.nnWhen it ended, Lydia pressed her fingertips to her mouth.nn”This is ugly,” she said. “But is ugly,” she said. “But this is family business.”n this is family business.”nnMy mother leaned into frame. “YounMy mother leaned into frame. “You were never family.”n were never family.”nnArthur straightened in his chair. “YoungnArthur straightened in his chair. “Young people say stupid things. Surely we don’t have to blow up lives over dinner chatter.”n people say stupid things. Surely we don’t have to blow up lives over dinner chatter.”nnMy father’s voice stayed low. “MynMy father’s voice stayed low. “My daughter’s lease is being rewritten without Fabian daughter’s lease is being rewritten without Fabian. His access to her car is. His access to her car is gone. His sister’s employment situation will be reviewed on its own merits. If Fabian appears at her apartment, office, or our home, security gone. His sister’s employment situation will be reviewed on its own merits. If Fabian appears at her apartment, office, or our home, security will remove him. If he keeps pushing, we move to police.”n will remove him. If he keeps pushing, we move to police.”nnLydia blinked fast. “CatalnLydia blinked fast. “Catalina has nothing to do with this.”nina has nothing to do with this.”nnThat part sat under my ribs because Catalina had plenty to do with it, evennThat part sat under my ribs because Catalina had plenty to do with it, even if she hadn’t been at the table. Three if she hadn’t been at the table. Three months earlier, she had taken me for drinks and, two months earlier, she had taken me for drinks and, two margaritas in, laughed margaritas in, laughed about how lucky Fabian was to have found a girl from a “use about how lucky Fabian was to have found a girl from a “useful family.” I had brushed it off because the music was loud and the server kept dropping lime wedges into our glasses. Two weeks after that, Iful family.” I had brushed it off because the music was loud and the server kept dropping lime wedges into our glasses. Two weeks after that, I had found Fabian had found Fabian at at my laptop late at night. my laptop late at night. He said he He said he was looking for a restaurant reservation. My father’s tax attorney’s email was open on the screen.nnHe had smiled and kissed my shoulder.nn”Wrong tab,” he was looking for a restaurant reservation. My father’s tax attorney’s email was open on the screen.nnHe had smiled and kissed my shoulder.nn”Wrong tab,” he said.nnI had let that go too. said.nnI had let that go too.nnThere were more things oncennThere were more things once I started lining them up I started lining them up. The questions about whether. The questions about whether my parents had a my parents had a trust. The way he wanted to trust. The way he wanted to know the name of my father’s banker. The interest he took in the extra key know the name of my father’s banker. The interest he took in the extra key fob for the parking garage. fob for the parking garage. One Sunday, he even asked whether my One Sunday, he even asked whether my dad had ever talked about retirement timelines dad had ever talked about retirement timelines, phrasing it like curiosity, like admiration,, phrasing it like curiosity, like admiration, like a son learning from another man. He wasn like a son learning from another man. He wasn’t studying my’t studying my family. He was studying access.nnLydia’s voice sharpened. “You can’t punish Catalina because your daughter is oversensitive.”nnMy father’s face did not move. “Then family. He was studying access.nnLydia’s voice sharpened. “You can’t punish Catalina because your daughter is oversensitive.”nnMy father’s face did not move. “Then tell your son to stop feeding off people who open their doors to him.”nnHe ended the call.n tell your son to stop feeding off people who open their doors to him.”nnHe ended the call.nnAt 11nAt 11:32 a.m., Fabian:32 a.m., Fabian showed up in front of the building.nnThe security camera caught him first: sunglasses, yesterday’s sweater, a paper bag from the bakery I liked, and two coffees balanced in a cardboard tray. He buzzed showed up in front of the building.nnThe security camera caught him first: sunglasses, yesterday’s sweater, a paper bag from the bakery I liked, and two coffees balanced in a cardboard tray. He buzzed once, then again, then started waving at the camera like a man arriving for a date instead of an eviction. When no one answered, he called.nnI pressed the intercom.nn”Go away.”n once, then again, then started waving at the camera like a man arriving for a date instead of an eviction. When no one answered, he called.nnI pressed the intercom.nn”Go away.”nnHis tone turned instantly tender, that voice he used when he wanted strangers to think he was the patient one. “EllnHis tone turned instantly tender, that voice he used when he wanted strangers to think he was the patient one. “Ellaner, baby, I brought breakfast. Let me explain face-to-face.”nn”You explained at dinner.”naner, baby, I brought breakfast. Let me explain face-to-face.”nn”You explained at dinner.”nnHe glanced toward the street and lowered his voice. “Don’t do this in public.”nnHe glanced toward the street and lowered his voice. “Don’t do this in public.”nnThat line almost made me laugh.nn”You did this in public,” InThat line almost made me laugh.nn”You did this in public,” I said.nnHe stood still for one second. Then he looked straight into the camera. The softness cracked.nn”Your said.nnHe stood still for one second. Then he looked straight into the camera. The softness cracked.nn”Your father thinks he can buy outcomes,” he said. “He’s wanted me gone from the start.”nn”No,” I said. “You father thinks he can buy outcomes,” he said. “He’s wanted me gone from the start.”nn”No,” I said. “You did that yourself.”nnHe set the coffees on the concrete too hard. One lid popped loose and brown liquid ran across the step. “I did that yourself.”nnHe set the coffees on the concrete too hard. One lid popped loose and brown liquid ran across the step. “I moved into that apartment. I have rights.”n moved into that apartment. I have rights.”nnMy father stepped beside me and took the speaker. “YounMy father stepped beside me and took the speaker. “You have ten minutes to collect yourself and leave the property. After that, building have ten minutes to collect yourself and leave the property. After that, building security handles it.”n security handles it.”nnFabian’s face changed the way it had in the recording, stripping down to the part he showed other predators. “TellnFabian’s face changed the way it had in the recording, stripping down to the part he showed other predators. “Tell him to stop acting like an arrogant old—”n him to stop acting like an arrogant old—”nnThe intercom clicked dead under my father’s thumb.nnSecurity came down six minutes later. Two men in navy jackets. Fabian argued first, thennThe intercom clicked dead under my father’s thumb.nnSecurity came down six minutes later. Two men in navy jackets. Fabian argued first, then pointed upward toward my unit, then pointed upward toward my unit, then kicked one of the bakery coffees so hard it spun into kicked one of the bakery coffees so hard it spun into the curb. When one guard touched his elbow, the curb. When one guard touched his elbow, Fabian jerked away like insult was a physical injury Fabian jerked away like insult was a physical injury. He was walked off the. He was walked off the property under a white noon sun, property under a white noon sun, shoulders square, head turning back every few steps to glare up at the building.nnBy afternoon, the leasing office had the amended paperwork ready. I signed at 2 shoulders square, head turning back every few steps to glare up at the building.nnBy afternoon, the leasing office had the amended paperwork ready. I signed at 2:16 p.m. in:16 p.m. in a room that smelled like toner and fake lemon a room that smelled like toner and fake lemon cleaner. My hand stayed steady. My father paid the fee without blinking. The manager deactivated Fabian’s guest credentials, printed confirmation, and slid it across the desk.nn”You cleaner. My hand stayed steady. My father paid the fee without blinking. The manager deactivated Fabian’s guest credentials, printed confirmation, and slid it across the desk.nn”You’re all set,” she’re all set,” she said.nnThree words. A new border around my life.nnWe left Fabian’s boxes with the building manager at 3:40 said.nnThree words. A new border around my life.nnWe left Fabian’s boxes with the building manager at 3:40. At 4:08. At 4:08, he texted from another number.nn”You, he texted from another number.nn”You’re making a huge mistake.”nnAt 4:12’re making a huge mistake.”nnAt 4:12: “You: “You think your dad can protect you forever?”nnAt 4:19: “Call think your dad can protect you forever?”nnAt 4:19: “Call me before this gets worse.”n me before this gets worse.”nnMy father looked over the messages,nMy father looked over the messages, then forwarded them to my email and his. Evidence, dated and then forwarded them to my email and his. Evidence, dated and stacked.nnThat evening Julia came over with stacked.nnThat evening Julia came over with Thai takeout and a bottle of cheap red Thai takeout and a bottle of cheap red. She sat cross-legged on my rug with a paper carton. She sat cross-legged on my rug with a paper carton in her hand and listened to the recording without interrupt in her hand and listened to the recording without interrupting. When Fabian’s line about finding someone worth showing off hit the speaker, she set her fork down slowly.nn”Heing. When Fabian’s line about finding someone worth showing off hit the speaker, she set her fork down slowly.nn”He texted me yesterday,” she said.nnMy noodles slid back into the carton.nnShe opened her phone and handed it to me. Fabian texted me yesterday,” she said.nnMy noodles slid back into the carton.nnShe opened her phone and handed it to me. Fabian had written that he was worried about me, that had written that he was worried about me, that I was unstable, that my parents were “feeding a I was unstable, that my parents were “feeding a breakdown,” that he might breakdown,” that he might need help getting me to listen to need help getting me to listen to reason. The messages were careful, almost clinical, like he was building a case file out of my silence.nnMy skin went cold across my arms.nn”Forward those to me,” I reason. The messages were careful, almost clinical, like he was building a case file out of my silence.nnMy skin went cold across my arms.nn”Forward those to me,” I said.nnShe did. Then said.nnShe did. Then she started sending short messages to everyone we both knew.nnDon’t answer Fabian.nHe’s lying.nShe has proof.n she started sending short messages to everyone we both knew.nnDon’t answer Fabian.nHe’s lying.nShe has proof.nnThe next morning, Catalina emailed me from her work account.nnNot to apologize. Not to ask what happened.nnShe wrote one line.nn”YounThe next morning, Catalina emailed me from her work account.nnNot to apologize. Not to ask what happened.nnShe wrote one line.nn”You’ve embarrassed my family over a private conversation.”n’ve embarrassed my family over a private conversation.”nnI sent it to my father without replying.nnHR reviewednI sent it to my father without replying.nnHR reviewed her attendance records before lunch. She had her attendance records before lunch. She had fourteen late arrivals in six weeks, two client errors, and three unfinished reports other people had been covering. By 5:30 fourteen late arrivals in six weeks, two client errors, and three unfinished reports other people had been covering. By 5:30 p.m., her p.m., her building badge was disabled pending termination processing. My father didn’t celebrate it. He building badge was disabled pending termination processing. My father didn’t celebrate it. He just filed the email into a folder marked Fabian.nnFabian escalated on Sunday.nnAt 8:06 a.m., he just filed the email into a folder marked Fabian.nnFabian escalated on Sunday.nnAt 8:06 a.m., he started buzzing again. My mother was in the kitchen slicing strawberries. I looked through the peephole and saw him in the hallway this time, clean started buzzing again. My mother was in the kitchen slicing strawberries. I looked through the peephole and saw him in the hallway this time, clean shirt, trimmed beard, bakery bag in hand again, performance reset. When I didn’t open, he shirt, trimmed beard, bakery bag in hand again, performance reset. When I didn’t open, he knocked on my neighbor Orlando’s door.nnI heard his voice through the wall.nn”Hey knocked on my neighbor Orlando’s door.nnI heard his voice through the wall.nn”Hey, man, I forgot my key. Mind letting me in?”n, man, I forgot my key. Mind letting me in?”nnOrlando said, “InOrlando said, “I’ll text her first.”n’ll text her first.”nnMy phone buzzed. I sent back one line.nnMy phone buzzed. I sent back one line.nnDo not let him near my door.nnA moment laternDo not let him near my door.nnA moment later Orlando opened his door Orlando opened his door wider, planted himself in the gap, and said something low that I couldn’t hear. Fabian’s answer came out sharp and ugly. Orlando folded his arms. Fabian left.n wider, planted himself in the gap, and said something low that I couldn’t hear. Fabian’s answer came out sharp and ugly. Orlando folded his arms. Fabian left.nnAt 12:44 p.m., LydianAt 12:44 p.m., Lydia arrived with a gift basket arrived with a gift basket and a face arranged into soft concern. Through the door camera and a face arranged into soft concern. Through the door camera, I watched her smooth her hair before pressing the buzzer.nn”I just want to talk woman to woman,” she said.nn”There, I watched her smooth her hair before pressing the buzzer.nn”I just want to talk woman to woman,” she said.nn”There is nothing to talk about,” I answered.nnHer mouth thinned. “Recording people can be illegal.”nn”Then is nothing to talk about,” I answered.nnHer mouth thinned. “Recording people can be illegal.”nn”Then call your lawyer.”nnShe left the basket on the mat and call your lawyer.”nnShe left the basket on the mat and walked away in heels that clicked like small bones on concrete. Building staff removed it before sunset.nnMonday night, Fabian made his worst mistake.nnAt 11 walked away in heels that clicked like small bones on concrete. Building staff removed it before sunset.nnMonday night, Fabian made his worst mistake.nnAt 11:58 p.m., while I was in bed with:58 p.m., while I was in bed with my laptop open and every light off but my laptop open and every light off but the lamp by the lamp by the sofa, the balcony sensor on the new camera sent an alert. My screen showed a shape climbing from the fire escape, one sneaker, then a hand, then Fabian’s face lifting into frame.nnMy throat closed. I backed into the sofa, the balcony sensor on the new camera sent an alert. My screen showed a shape climbing from the fire escape, one sneaker, then a hand, then Fabian’s face lifting into frame.nnMy throat closed. I backed into the bathroom with my phone and locked the the bathroom with my phone and locked the door. The dispatcher kept her voice door. The dispatcher kept her voice level while I whispered my address. From the living room came the slide of glass, a shoe on hardwood, then Fabian calling my name softly like a man trying not to wake a child.n level while I whispered my address. From the living room came the slide of glass, a shoe on hardwood, then Fabian calling my name softly like a man trying not to wake a child.nn”Ellaner?”nn”Ellaner?”nnSomething toppled. The coffee table, maybe. ThennSomething toppled. The coffee table, maybe. Then his voice again, louder.nn”You his voice again, louder.nn”You’re scaring everyone.”nnBlue and’re scaring everyone.”nnBlue and red lights began flickering red lights began flickering across the blinds. A man shouted outside across the blinds. A man shouted outside. Fabian swore. I heard running. Fabian swore. I heard running feet, a crash, the hard bark of police voices, then the apartment dropped into a sudden, ringing quiet.nnAn officer knocked on the bathroom door and said, “Ma feet, a crash, the hard bark of police voices, then the apartment dropped into a sudden, ringing quiet.nnAn officer knocked on the bathroom door and said, “Ma’am, it’s safe now.”n’am, it’s safe now.”nnFabian was taken out in handcuffs for unlawful entry, harassmentnFabian was taken out in handcuffs for unlawful entry, harassment, and violating the verbal notice, and violating the verbal notice already given by building security. already given by building security. His cheek was scraped. His shirt had torn at one shoulder. He kept turning his head, searching for me, while His cheek was scraped. His shirt had torn at one shoulder. He kept turning his head, searching for me, while the officers walked him to the elevator.nnI did not step into the hallway. the officers walked him to the elevator.nnI did not step into the hallway.nnThe restraining order hearing happened fournnThe restraining order hearing happened four days later. The courtroom smelled like paper, days later. The courtroom smelled like paper, old wood old wood, and cold air-conditioning, and cold air-conditioning. Fabian stood in a borrowed suit. Fabian stood in a borrowed suit that hung badly at the shoulders. He kept that hung badly at the shoulders. He kept his eyes on the table while the judge listened to his eyes on the table while the judge listened to the recording, read the texts, reviewed the camera footage, the recording, read the texts, reviewed the camera footage, and turned pages of printed emails Julia and Orlando had both signed statements about.nnThe order was granted.nnFive hundred feet from me. Five and turned pages of printed emails Julia and Orlando had both signed statements about.nnThe order was granted.nnFive hundred feet from me. Five hundred feet from my apartment. Five hundred hundred feet from my apartment. Five hundred feet from my workplace and my parents’ feet from my workplace and my parents’ house.nnWhen we stepped outside, my father loosen house.nnWhen we stepped outside, my father loosened his tieed his tie, my mother touched, my mother touched the back of the back of my arm, and the late afternoon sun my arm, and the late afternoon sun flashed off flashed off the courthouse windows the courthouse windows so hard I had to so hard I had to squint.nnThat night, alone for squint.nnThat night, alone for the first time in days, the first time in days, I carried Fabian’s last forgotten I carried Fabian’s last forgotten item from the bedroom closet to the kitchen: a blue mug I had bought him our first Christmas together. The handle had a tiny crack near the base. He item from the bedroom closet to the kitchen: a blue mug I had bought him our first Christmas together. The handle had a tiny crack near the base. He used to leave tea bags in it until they stained the porcelain brown.nnI stood at the sink with the window open. Traffic used to leave tea bags in it until they stained the porcelain brown.nnI stood at the sink with the window open. Traffic moved six floors below. Somewhere in another apartment, someone laughed at a television show. I moved six floors below. Somewhere in another apartment, someone laughed at a television show. I dropped the mug into dropped the mug into the trash, then tied the bag shut the trash, then tied the bag shut.nnIn the morning, the apartment smelled like rain through.nnIn the morning, the apartment smelled like rain through the screen and fresh paint from the wall patch the screen and fresh paint from the wall patch where the balcony door had splinter where the balcony door had splintered. The boxes were gone.ed. The boxes were gone. The lock code was mine. The coffee table The lock code was mine. The coffee table glass had been replaced. glass had been replaced. On the counter sat a bowl of On the counter sat a bowl of peaches my mother had left behind, one of them bruising quietly on one side.nnI moved through the rooms barefoot, touching the backs of chairs, straightening nothing, letting peaches my mother had left behind, one of them bruising quietly on one side.nnI moved through the rooms barefoot, touching the backs of chairs, straightening nothing, letting the silence stay exactly the silence stay exactly as it was. When I reached the as it was. When I reached the kitchen, I opened the kitchen, I opened the freezer and found one last slice of freezer and found one last slice of Lydia’s apple pie wrapped in Lydia’s apple pie wrapped in foil at the back, forgotten behind foil at the back, forgotten behind a bag of a bag of frozen peas.nnI set it in the trash beside the frozen peas.nnI set it in the trash beside the broken mug, pressed the lid down, and stood there with my hand on the counter while dusk gathered in the window until the glass turned black and gave my reflection back to me alone.”
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