He Chose a Mall Trip While His Wife Was in Labor With Twins Alone-eirian

Martha Thorne told me the mall came before my labor while I was on my hands and knees on her son’s foyer floor.

The marble underneath my palms was polished so smooth that my hands kept sliding every time another contraction locked around my spine.

I was thirty-eight weeks pregnant with twins, and the pain did not arrive in waves anymore.

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It arrived like a hand closing.

Cold sweat ran from my neck into the collar of my shirt, and there was a copper taste in my mouth that made me afraid to swallow.

Above me, the chandelier blurred and split into little rings of light.

Martha stood over me in her tweed jacket with her designer purse pinned to her side and her gold watch flashing every time she moved her wrist.

“The Designer Sale at The Galleria starts at 10 AM,” she said, as if she were explaining the weather to a stubborn child.

“Martha… please,” I managed. “They’re three minutes apart. I need the hospital. Now.”

She looked down at me without kneeling, without softening, without even pretending that the sight of me scared her.

“Sienna needs a new winter coat,” she snapped. “And I refuse to pay for a taxi when we have a daughter-in-law who’s been sitting around doing nothing for nine months.”

That was Martha’s genius.

She could turn cruelty into household management and make neglect sound like thrift.

The gold watch on her wrist caught the light again, and for one strange second, I remembered buying it.

I had chosen it the Christmas after Travis told me his mother was difficult only because she needed proof that I wanted to belong.

He had said it gently, as if belonging were a door and Martha were simply waiting for me to knock correctly.

So I bought the watch.

I learned her tea order.

I hosted her birthdays.

I gave her the guest code to our house, rearranged my appointments around her errands, and answered her calls even when I knew she only wanted to criticize the curtains or remind me that Thorne women did not complain during pregnancy.

My mistake was thinking access could become affection.

Access only taught Martha where the soft places were.

Travis came in from the hallway adjusting his silk tie.

I heard his shoes before I saw his face, the hard taps moving toward me with no urgency at all.

He stopped at the edge of the foyer and looked at me the way a person looks at spilled coffee on an expensive rug.

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