Barefoot and Bleeding at 2 AM, Isla’s ER Nurse Saw the Truth-eirian

I dropped a glass.

That was the first sentence Isla Calloway gave the paramedic when he asked what had happened.

It was also the second.

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By the third time, he stopped writing for a moment and looked at her over the top of his clipboard.

The ambulance rocked through the dark October streets while red light swept across the ceiling, then white, then red again.

Isla kept her eyes on the strip of metal above the rear doors because looking anywhere else meant looking at her hands.

Both palms were wrapped in gauze so thick they looked clumsy and unreal, like they belonged to someone wearing costume mittens instead of someone bleeding through emergency bandages at 2 AM.

The air inside the rig smelled like antiseptic, damp vinyl, and blood.

Outside, the city was mostly asleep.

Inside, Isla was wide awake in the way people become awake when fear has taken over the work of breathing.

“I dropped a glass,” she said again.

The paramedic nodded without arguing.

He had tired eyes, a faint crease between his brows, and a wedding ring that caught the ambulance light whenever he adjusted the tape near her IV.

“Okay,” he said. “We’re almost there.”

His voice was soft.

That made it worse.

Soft voices had always been the dangerous ones in Isla’s house, because they meant someone was trying very hard not to explode.

She swallowed and looked down at her feet.

They were bare.

Gray sidewalk dust clung to her soles.

The backs of her heels were scratched from where she had run without shoes, and three of her toenails still carried the pale pink polish she had put on weeks earlier during a private Sunday hour she had not been supposed to enjoy.

Her mother hated bright nail polish.

Her mother hated anything that suggested Isla had looked at herself and liked what she saw.

So Isla had chosen the palest pink she could find, almost nothing, almost an apology.

Now blood had dried across her toes in tiny rust-colored dots.

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