Aunt Tore Off My Oxygen Mask at Midnight—Then a Toxicologist Saw the Bottle-eirian

The ballroom smelled like pine garland, candle wax, and spilled champagne.

That is the last normal thing I remember about my family’s New Year’s Eve gala.

The chandeliers were burning overhead, turning every glass and fork into something sharp.

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Silver confetti had already been scattered along the table runner, even though midnight was still close enough to feel like a threat instead of a celebration.

I sat between my brother Julian and Aunt Beatrice, wearing my oxygen mask because my lungs had been unreliable for six months.

That was the polite way everyone in my family described it.

Unreliable.

In private, they used other words.

Convenient.

Embarrassing.

Dramatic.

Beatrice had spent the entire evening watching the mask like it offended her personally.

Every time the soft hiss of oxygen sounded near the table, her mouth tightened.

Every time I declined champagne, Julian smirked into his glass.

My father’s side of the family had never been good at compassion, but they were excellent at performance.

That night, they performed wealth.

They performed unity.

They performed grief for my father, who had died leaving behind a logistics empire and a will none of them liked.

They also performed concern when neighbors were watching.

But inside that ballroom, among blood relatives and trusted guests, the performance slipped.

Aunt Beatrice lifted her flute for the family toast.

Her diamond bracelet caught the light as she turned toward me.

“Leo,” she said, in a voice sweet enough to poison the rim of a glass, “surely you can remove that thing for one toast.”

I shook my head once.

My lungs were already tight.

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