A Rejected Bride, A Gold Pouch, And The Mountain Man Who Claimed Her-felicia

Dust coated Sadie Hayes’s teeth before the train even finished shuddering into Cutbank.

It came through the cracked window seams in thin brown breaths.

It settled on the cuffs of her sleeves, in the folds of her shawl, and along the handle of the carpet bag she had held against her knees for two days.

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The air smelled of coal smoke, hot metal, horse sweat, and a kind of dry cold that belonged to open country.

Sadie had imagined the West a hundred different ways on the ride from Chicago.

None of them had included feeling this small before she had even stepped off the train.

Back in Chicago, the agency clerk had called the arrangement practical.

That was the word people used when they did not want to say desperate.

Sadie Hayes had not come west for romance.

She had come because the factory fire had taken her work, the hunger after it had taken her strength, and the city had a way of swallowing women who ran out of both.

A paper had been pinned to her future.

Mail-order bride.

The words had been written neatly, as if neat ink could turn fear into respectability.

Amos Bradley of Cutbank had paid fifty dollars for her fare.

The agency had kept a copy of the signed contract.

Sadie had kept the photograph he had chosen her by, though she knew that photograph had become a lie by the time the train left Illinois.

It showed her three years younger.

Healthier.

Fuller in the face.

Before smoke had burned her lungs.

Before skipped meals had sharpened her cheekbones.

Before her hands started trembling whenever she went too long without food.

She waited for the conductor to call the stop, then rose carefully because her legs had gone stiff.

Her carpet bag bumped the aisle.

A man in a wool cap glanced at her, then looked away with the practiced indifference of someone who had already decided she was not his concern.

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