Heat rushed to my face. “Let me get this straight,” I said. “You’re asking me to move out of the house my mom left me, so Savannah can move in?”
“It’s not like that,” Linda said quickly. “We’ve already looked into a few nice apartments for you. Close to work. Very safe neighborhoods. It’s not as if we’re asking you to be homeless.”
I didn’t know whether to laugh or scream.
“Why can’t Savannah move into one of those apartments?” I asked. “You’ve already done the research.”
Savannah shifted in her chair, irritation flaring across her features. Before she could speak, Linda answered for her.
“An apartment is no place for a newborn,” she said. “Thin walls, noisy neighbors. She needs a proper home. A yard. A nursery. A support system.”
My jaw clenched. “You know my house is not some vacant property,” I said. “I live there. That is my support system.”
Dad sighed, adopting his “reasonable mediator” voice. “No one is saying you can’t have a place of your own, kiddo. We’re just saying… right now, Savannah’s need is greater.”
I looked at him, heart pounding. “Because she’s pregnant?”
“Because she’s bringing a new life into the family,” he said.
There it was. The hierarchy. My existence as a childless adult woman ranked below the idea of a baby who hadn’t even been born yet.
“And since you don’t have a family of your own yet…” Linda added slowly, “it just makes sense. You can adapt more easily than she can.”
Something inside me recoiled.
“I have a family,” I said quietly. “I had a mother. I had a home with her. That house is not a spare resource. It’s not extra. It’s mine.”
Savannah finally spoke, her voice edged with impatience. “No one’s trying to kick you out forever,” she said. “Relax. It’d just be for a while. Until I get back on my feet.”
“A while,” I repeated. “How long is ‘a while’ exactly? Six months? A year? Five?”
She shrugged. “I don’t know. Until it makes sense.”
Which meant: until it suited her.
Linda’s voice sharpened, just slightly. “We’re talking about the wellbeing of a child, Phyllis. Don’t you think that matters more than… extra space and sentimental attachment?”
I felt like I’d been slapped.
“Sentimental attachment?” I said slowly. “You mean my mother. You mean her memory. You mean the place she fought to keep for us. That’s not sentimental. That’s her legacy.”
Dad rubbed his forehead. “We knew you’d be… emotional about this.”
“I’m not emotional,” I snapped. “I’m astonished. You’re asking me to give up my home so that Savannah, who has two parents and a perfectly nice house to start with, doesn’t have to make any adjustments at all.”
“It’s not about adjustments,” Linda shot back. “It’s about what’s best for the family as a whole. Sometimes we all have to make sacrifices.”
“If Mom were here…” My voice cracked, but I forced the words out. “If she were here, she would say absolutely not.”
Linda’s eyes hardened. “If your mother were here, she would want you to help,” she said, each word carefully enunciated.
That did it.
A coldness washed over me.
“Don’t you dare use my mother to guilt me,” I said, my voice low. “You didn’t know her like I did. You didn’t sit beside her while she talked about this house. You didn’t hear what she asked me to promise.”
Dad shifted in his chair, uncomfortable. “No one’s trying to guilt you, Phyllis,” he said. “We’re just asking you to be reasonable.”
“No,” I said.
The room went quiet.
“We changed the locks for safety,” my dad’s note said on my own front door. -hongtran
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