When $14,000 in Office Gear Was Smashed, I Documented Everything-felicia

By the time my brother’s kids reached my office door, my son Daryl had already backed himself against the hallway wall.

He was barefoot in his Minecraft pajama pants, hair sticking up on one side, both hands wrapped around the little USB stick he wore on a lanyard.

He called it his vault.

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Inside it were his school projects, his drawings, the game level he had been building for three weeks, and about a hundred little pixel dragons he refused to delete.

“Wait,” he said, too quietly. “My mom said not to go in there.”

Mason, my oldest nephew, did not even pause.

“Well, look at all the screens,” he yelled.

He said it like he had discovered an arcade, not the room that paid our rent.

He shoved past Daryl with his shoulder.

Liam followed with sticky fingers already reaching for the edge of my desk.

I was in the kitchen with my mother, holding a mug of coffee I had not tasted yet.

Nate had called it a quick visit.

He had brought muffins in a paper bag and let the kids scatter through my house like he had rented the place for the afternoon.

My father stood in the hallway in his old Gonzaga sweatshirt, watching the boys move like weather he had no intention of stopping.

Then my office chair slammed into the wall.

For half a second, everyone froze.

Then Mason laughed.

That laugh pulled something cold through my stomach.

I put the mug down so hard coffee splashed across my knuckles.

The heat barely registered.

I ran down the hall.

The blue Work Call — Please Knock sign Daryl had made for me was hanging crooked from one piece of tape.

He had drawn a tiny microphone in the corner and colored the letters carefully because he knew that room mattered.

It was not a spare room.

It was not a hobby room.

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