Pregnant In The Rain, She Wore The Ring That Started A Mob War-eirian

The rain in Chicago did not fall that night so much as strike the pavement.

I sat under a boutique awning with a soaked blanket over my knees, counting the minutes between contractions that were not supposed to be contractions yet.

Seven months pregnant is too far along to sleep outside, but fear can make a woman accept things her body cannot.

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Four months earlier, I had an apartment, a job, a refrigerator with vegetables in it, and a name that did not make me flinch when someone called it.

Then I met Gabriel Jones.

He was polished in the way expensive men learn to be polished, smooth enough that every warning looked like romance until it was too late.

He sent flowers to my office, remembered small things I said, and talked about marriage as if he had been waiting for me instead of hunting for somewhere to hide.

When he gave me the sapphire ring, I thought the weight of it meant I had finally been chosen.

It was heavy platinum, a deep blue stone circled by black diamonds arranged like the edge of a wing.

Gabriel said it was a family piece, and I believed him because I wanted one beautiful thing in my life to be simple.

The first time he changed was the morning I told him I was pregnant.

He stood by the windows of the penthouse, looking down at the city, and did not smile once.

By dinner, his voice had gone flat.

By the next day, the staff would not meet my eyes.

On the third morning, he slid a hospital consent form across the bed and told me to sign my name under the line saying I had chosen to end the pregnancy.

“Sign it, or your baby never leaves this city,” he said.

I had never known silence could be that loud.

I did not sign.

That was the first time Gabriel hit the wall beside my head hard enough to make plaster dust fall onto my shoulder.

He took my phone, my wallet, my coat, and the spare key I had hidden inside a makeup bag.

For three days, I waited for the service elevator to open when only one guard was posted.

When it did, I ran barefoot down a hallway that smelled like bleach and cold metal, with the ring still jammed on my swollen finger.

I thought about pawning it a hundred times once I was on the street.

I never did.

Something about that ring felt watched.

So I slept under awnings, in transit stations, behind dumpsters, anywhere Gabriel’s men might not think to look for a woman who used to audit numbers for a living.

That was how Victor Falcone first saw me.

He came out of a steakhouse with two men at his side and a coat that probably cost more than every meal I had eaten that month.

People like him did not look lost, hurried, or uncertain.

They looked like every door already knew to open.

His eyes passed over me once and moved on.

I was relieved.

Then the SUV turned the corner with its headlights off.

The rear windows came down.

The first burst of gunfire tore through the parked sedan near Victor and shattered the boutique glass above my head.

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